7x2

posted on 26.9.07, at 12:52.

not pretty at all.

posted on 14.9.07, at 21:17.
and so after weeks of feeling terribly lousy after the prelims, i finally got my results back.
NOT PRETTY AT ALL.

gp - B
h1 phy - B
econs - C
chem - E
math - S

well it was a sweet victory for my physics :D (since i very intelligently did more questions in the paper than i was supposed to).
but its C E S for my H2s which is slightly worrying cos at 2 months before As you really shouldnt be scoring below 50s. ): well i was pretty disappointed but i kinda expected it cos i knew this prelims just wasnt gg well for me, having screwed the first 2 prelim papers and being half-prepared for the rest. but somewhere inside me i was just deluding myself, secretly hoping that i could pass chem, for once in 2 yrs. but now i only managed a 49.2. ouch. but its a subpass nonetheless.

i cant help but keep comparing with my o level year, like how i was doing right at this point 2 yrs back and i realise i am definitely far from where i was back then. and im scared. and its only 46 days left and i really wonder how in the world im gonna have this miraculous improvement for the As. URGHGHGHGHGHGHGHHHH i really gotta buck up :(

and as if everyone's not stressed up enough, here's a reminder to show how time's ticking by all too quickly towards 30th/31st october, First Day of A Levels..

..well see ya'll at the end.
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blahhhhhhh!

posted on 6.9.07, at 22:08.
feeling a tad irritated now.
irritated with the friggin SGC thingy which i just spent the last 5 hours bullshitting abt myself. urgh its totally disgusting, and yeah our teachers are gonna hav such an amusing time laughing their asses off when they read abt how we conveniently praise ourselves.
darn im also irritated cos sch hols are ending soon and i actually feel guilty cos i havent been studying (i TRIED,but failed) but i dont wanna start studying and get all the crappy prelim results back which im so sure im gonna do like shit and i'll hav to be a jailbird for the next 3 months with no more life and all mugging and cramming and etcetcetc UURGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH sorry just having pms i guess, and theres NO MORE PRISON BREAK cos season just ended so i hav nothing to look forward on thursdays anymore. and one more thing to complain,the season finale was really crappy cos (SORRY FOR THE SPOILER) scofield got back to jail and there was these two men in white who i highly suspect are scientists wanting to study scofield's rare condition like he's some experimental rat WHICH REMINDS ME OF ANOTHER COMPLAIN that ratatouille was so below my expectations, it was only mildly amusing and a very tv movie. SHEEEEEEESH and the other day i saw someone who brought back some memories from long ago then i went back to read my diary from long ago and started thinking quite alot abt my life then; my life now. ahyo i hav so much on my mind now i really wish i didnt hav to go back to sch ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
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okay sorry for all that.but i feel better.
slightly.
Labels: life